three whole days without hubby

aj is going on a hunting trip with friends in texas this weekend. it's about four men going, including aj plus the dogs. this is aj's and lola's first time going hunting, and i'm really nervous. aj got himself a BIG knife so he can stab the pig when the dogs catch it. i'm kinda freaking out about the idea of aj running around in the dark with a knife strapped to his body. he has shown me five times where the knife will be strapped and that it's safe. wild pigs, knives, dogs, gums...i'm going to have a nervous break down. but i'm going to keep it together since i will be a single parent this weekend. i already miss aj, and he isn't even gone yet...... gotta run, hubby is leaving now!